Heartfelt1, 64

I'm nuts. I want a woman who can talk about the world as though it matters what we think and say. I want to look forward to seeing each other at the end of the day. I want to see in her eyes a spontaneous emotion that tells me everything I need to know - the bewildered look, that almost reluctant belief, that there can be something as strange and wonderful in the world - something truly beyond explanation, certainly beyond the ordinary - that somehow brought us together against all odds. Something that reveals to us both that life really is benign after all, at least for now, at least when we're together. I want to make love like it's a challenge thrown at the fates with a passion that will make the Gods jealous. I want the to feel that all history was just an excuse for one kiss. I want to remember to wake up in the middle of the night to watch you sleep. I want children to whom our greatest gift is just a look in our eyes and whose happiest memory is those moments when we all experienced it but can never describe it. If this is funny or unrealistic I don�t want to know. Lastly, I want you to forgive me for revealing this to anybody but you, but, you know I had to. I'm nuts and where the hell are you?